Thriving When First World Problems & Caregiving Problems Dominate Our Daily Lives
First world problems and caregiving problems are dominating my life right now. They’ve made re-entry after a month-long trip to celebrate my husband's retirement rather rocky. Here are a few examples of what’s been happening.
The installation of our new heating and cooling system required punching numerous holes in our walls…including my office. The work was supposed to be completed while we were gone, but won’t be done for weeks or possibly months.
That’s a first world problem.
Hospice re-evaluated my mother after she had bouts of major confusion and agitation while we were gone, but she still doesn’t qualify for their services.
That’s a caregiving problem.
The morning after a heavy rain, we discovered a leak in the new addition just as a workman came to deal with a backed up basement drain.
First world problem followed by first world problem.
My mother keeps asking when she gets to move in with us. I keep telling her that as long as work delays continue and our walls are pocked with holes, it’s not safe for her to move in.
That’s a caregiving problem solved by a first world problem.
That final confluence of first world problems and caregiving problems got me thinking about how they’ve impacted my life in the past.
Our newborn son’s condition at birth was an age old problem. His diagnosis and surgery at birth caused a host of complications and subsequent surgeries. Those complications were first world problems.
Had our son been born in a different country, not to mention in a different day and age, he wouldn’t be alive today. In other words, first world solutions for his condition caused first world problems and caregiving problems that our family dealt with for years.
During those years, all my thoughts, all life revolved around my son.
Was he getting sick again?
Did he need another surgery? Another test? Another procedure?
Could I pump enough milk to nourish his body?
Would he ever sleep through the night so we could sleep through the night?
Only rarely did my focus move from the immediate, the urgent, and the life-threatening to a broader perspective.
Only rarely–very rarely–could I move beyond myself and our son and see the blessings God had bestowed through our first world problems.
Our son was alive.
Many surgeons had the training to correct his birth anomaly.
His prognosis was good.
We had a supportive network of friends and family.
We had excellent insurance.
We had good jobs and understanding employers.
On the few occasions when I found the wherewithal to reflect upon the goodness of our first world problems in combination with the caregiving problems they caused, my heart beat faster. My breath caught. Tears flowed.
I saw the goodness and wisdom of the One who will wipe away every tear from our eyes in a world where there will be no more death, mourning, crying or pain (Revelation 21:4).
I saw, not the first world and the problems it creates,
nor my caregiving world and its problems,
but the world to come.
The promise of that world is where you and I can find the hope, compassion, strength, and endurance needed to thrive when first world problems and caregiving problems dominate our daily lives.
Written by Jolene Philo
Jolene Philo is the mother of a son born with life-threatening special needs and the daughter of a father severely affected by multiple sclerosis. In her 25 years as an educator, she integrated children with special needs into her classroom. She’s written 5 books about caregiving, special needs parenting, and childhood PTSD. She recently co-authored a book with Dr. Gary Chapman about how parents of kids with special needs can use the 5 love languages in their families. Jolene speaks at conferences around the country and internationally, facilitates classes about childhood trauma for educators, and trains special needs ministry leaders and volunteers. She blogs at www.DifferentDream.com. She and her husband live in Iowa.
